I am so glad that I found something like this on the web. I am so desperately in need of some kind of help and or guidance. I am a 36 yr old woman and I really don't know what to do anymore. Since I was in my early 20's I have been with the same guy, we have never married but have two children well actually one and one on the way. It's never really been good between us. We don't live together. What do you see happening between the two of us. Will I ever find happiness? Will I ever get out on my own and be able to care for myself and two children? Thank you.